If He Had Been with Me is the emotionally devastating standalone young adult contemporary romance by #1 New York Times bestselling author Laura Nowlin. A beloved BookTok phenomenon with over one million copies sold, this unforgettable novel explores first love, friendship, heartbreak, grief, missed opportunities, coming of age, and the lasting impact of life's biggest "what ifs." Perfect for fans of Colleen Hoover, Jenny Han, Lynn Painter, and Kathleen Glasgow, this bestselling YA romance is an emotional page-turner that will stay with readers long after the final chapter.

Autumn and Finn were once inseparable childhood friends, but somewhere along the way, everything changed. Now they barely speak, living separate lives despite attending the same school. Autumn has her longtime boyfriend and a close-knit group of friends, while Finn has become the popular boy everyone admires. Yet every time their paths cross, Autumn can't shake the feeling that their story was supposed to unfold differently. As senior year draws to a close, old feelings resurface, buried emotions refuse to stay hidden, and a single heartbreaking moment changes everything forever. Through love, loss, and regret, Autumn must confront the painful reality of the life she imagined—and the one she never got to live.

If He Had Been with Me Paperback – A Heartbreaking BookTok Romance

Beautifully written and deeply emotional, If He Had Been with Me is a coming-of-age romance filled with unforgettable characters, emotional depth, and powerful themes of love, fate, and healing. A favorite among BookTok readers, this bestselling novel is perfect for anyone who loves emotional young adult fiction, friends-to-lovers romance, and stories that leave a lasting impression.

Product Details

Title: If He Had Been with Me

Author: Laura Nowlin

Format: Paperback

Series: Standalone Novel

Genre:

• Young Adult Romance
• Contemporary Romance
• Coming-of-Age Fiction
• Young Adult Fiction

Pages: 400

Dimensions: 1.2 x 8 x 5.5 inches

Publication Date: November 1, 2019

Features:

• Standalone YA romance
• BookTok viral sensation
• #1 New York Times Bestseller
• USA Today Bestseller
• Friends-to-lovers themes
• First love romance
• Emotional coming-of-age story
• Heartbreaking contemporary fiction
• Perfect for fans of Jenny Han and Colleen Hoover
• Collectible paperback edition

Author Biography

Laura Nowlin is the #1 New York Times and USA Today bestselling author of If He Had Been with Me and its companion novel, If Only I Had Told Her. Known for her emotionally rich storytelling and unforgettable characters, Nowlin has become one of today's most beloved young adult romance authors, with millions of readers discovering her books through BookTok and beyond.